sihan! :D

2011-01-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

I Like.

2011-01-06T16:54:00.002+08:00

I'M FINALLY BACK! B)
I've almost forgotten how to blog the codes and all! Crap~

2010-10-03T15:54:00.002+08:00

I'M ON HIATUS.

SEE YA

AROUND ;)

2010-10-03T12:59:00.001+08:00

I should stop getting pissed by people now, it's stupid. -Sigh- Okay study hard :)

2010-09-23T23:17:00.005+08:00

I used to be afraid of what others thought of me. Whether it was good or bad. And what affected me the most was when they got pissed or upset, I'd be afraid its me. Paranoid?

I was still like this few weeks ago till it came to a point of time when I realised, all my lovely friends are around me. What more do I need? What for bother about people who are always upset, and worst, ain't very nice people? And you know what makes it more riduclous, if they are really upset with me..

I never gave them a reason to hate me, they just created their own little drama of pure insecurity.

So, a few seconds ago I realised.. I don't give fuck anymore. HAHA. I mean okay, I just didn't have that "Hot-eared - OH NO WHAT IF ITS ME" feeling anymore. So I guess, I got over wasting my time on nonsensical stuffs that's never gonna end.. :)

Anyway, not all of my post are refering to anyone. Just like this, I'm just expressing my feelings. Random moments in life. That's what a blog is supposed to be right? Updating your life's most memoriable/random/craziest/weirdest/saddest moments. Everything. Okay so people, stop asking me who I'm talking about. Gets irritating at times, because if I really have a problem with someone, I'd tell him/her straight in their face. No point hiding! Plus, I'm not trying to sound like some brat okay. I'm just me. I still remember last year (I think) when I was saying everyone should be confident of themselves or something like that.. some passerby commented I sound so over-confident, COME ON LA. I thought everyone is always teaching everyone that we should at least give ourselves a little hope?! So yeap, if you're reading this, remember to not bother about other's thoughts if they are complaining because I'm sure you already have great pals around you and, those people are just not worth your thoughts kay! :)

By the way, StupidBoy just lied to me that he has Anorexia. Want to die only. 要命!!!!!!!

2010-09-20T19:48:00.005+08:00

Unfair world! :(Hate how my heart flops when it comes to you, really hate it.
I feel like I'm some inferior being trying to hope for miracles.
Sometimes, I really understand why we were taught POA.
"We must not overstate out assets."
Yeap, people like me should stop trying to reach for perfect people like him.
Anyway he's one real luckyDuck, how many girls falling head over heels for him.
-Sigh- ~

Life's so unfair. I hate it.

Results are back today! Okay one, HAHA.
POA was better then expected, I must say..
Anyway I wasn't exactly occupied by results today.
I was more afraid on how to pass something. Haha.
But I did it in the end, Super Brave really!!! ;)
Was really crazy too, because I wasn't alone. Much scarier.
But.. feel so inferior now. Compared to.. haha NSH you suck.

Life's so complicated. Sometimes I don't get backstabbers.
Do they get thrills backstabbing? I mean seriously?
You go up to one and balbber, you go up to the one you blabbered..
And blabbler about another. Like.. it doesn't make sense.
So in fact, you actually hate E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E!?
Because there isn't one eprson you've not backstabbed. Kinda makes no sense.
Isn't better to keep nonsense to yourself and have a peaceful life?
If you can't help but blurt out all these to everyone, just grab a stuffed toy and scream to your heart's content.
Or.. like everyone in this world. Just grab a gossip friend.
Not go around saying stuff and acting like you love em' infront.
It's gross. Really.
I must say I was once like that, I mean to a few people not everyone (That's crazy, I can't dislike everyone?! Must be mad to be able to that come on.)
Who wasn't?
But at a point in life, you grow up. And realise your mistakes.
Almost all my friends do, gladly :)
Yet.. some stay as childish as ever. Guess they are gonna be those parents always call the "ugly people at work". Sucking up to the bosses and backstabbing your collegues. Yucks. I'm digusted. How can they stand looking at themselves in the mirror?
I'm not pinpointing anyone here.
But if you think I'm talking about you then I've only one thing to say..
Feeling guilty conscious eh? -winks- ;)
Grow up and start realising that people around you are actually way better than you, learn from them. Not dislike them because of a single flaw.
Still I must say, I've perfect friends around me. I'm a really luck girl!
-Sigh and drown in happiness my friends brought me-

Okay random pictures, one more month to O's.
Not much mood left. Kinda used them all up.
Think I'm gonna turn into some lifeless Robot.

White Translucent top, Black spags, Brown belt, Jeans fold up shorts, Vintage caged heart necklace and.. PATEK PHILIP WATCH! Hehe.
Mum's famous Sushi! Yummy! By Weiyu, he's a total liar I swear!

To think I used to be scared of them. Now I'm like *grab* walk off without bothering what the SCs says. HAHA. Quite mean but I don't exactly care they're not exactly my cup of tea when they're on duty. Kinda.. irritating. I even remember when they said..
SC: When do you want to have your detention class?
Me: Anything? (At this point of time I wanted to say, do I look like I'll go? But I decided not to be mean since they're so.. young. HAHA.)
SC: huh? When?
Me: Anything. Today tomorrow whatever.

Haha meanie.

I LOVE GARY!

Yvonne Lim~ Hehehe.

Sheep from JANNIZA YEE!!! I love it, thank you! Love ya too!

She made me Breakfast HAHA. It's amazing I didn't die, kidding! Banana and peanut butter and jelly. So weird but yummy! :) And you get full real fast! For people on diet! Like me!

I'm gonna force her to bake brownies for me soon, she made em' for FatPad but not for me!!

Nowadays, all I feel like doing is just tie up ALL my hair. So hot!

The weather's really quite terrible, I swear we can literally fry an egg in the middle of the pavement in Singapore!

Blue Top from Flea (It was a steal at 5bucks!), Long tanktop for 3bucks (From perth, mad cheap), Skinny Jeans. Ribbon flats, Patek Philip, Brown square bag!

I was out with WW! :) We caught er.. -Sits with eyes closed for a minute or so- .. Sorcerer's apprentice! Fabulous movie!

Great outfit for Movie, ain't afraid of getting cold! Though I still was, weirdly. Guess it's the theater.

HI! This is how I look like when I'm out. Quite different from school.. right?!
I like looking ugly in school but way nicer when you're out. Kinda usrprises everyone, quite fun right!? HAHA. Anyway I wopre the exact same outfit to meet Yvonne at the Library oon another day.
Yvonne Lim! She reborned her hair few days ago, still prefer her natural one though. -Sad face-
HAHA CUTE YVONNE!
Pooh Yvonne, she tells me she hates my Pooh and Eeyore yet she owns a Pooh. Liar!

Okay, StupidBoy just texted me ;)
But, I think I should start forgetting him soon.
Ugly duckling should always know it's place..
Because fairytales are lies, you'll never be that Swan.
Live reality, leave fairytales.

2010-09-19T00:05:00.003+08:00

Guess what, I've decided not to be such a pig. Hahahahahahaha.
Like, I've already told myself upteem times not to be greedy.
Goodfriends will do, actually I'm extremely satisfied. Hehe.
The Rep once said we'll never attain happiness if we keep asking for more.
Okay, he didn't exactly said that, I just made it simpler. :)

Anyway, thanks for all my dear friends for being there ;)

Plus, I really hate it when people *ahem* , some people..
Keep saying that I'm together with Mr.z. Seriously?
Yeah hell, I like him, ALOT. But it's not true.
We're NOT together. And I like him, he doesn't.
So saying we're together makes it as if I'm some thick skinned animal.
Ah well.. life. Get on with it.

I'm supposed to be studying today but I'm not.
Actually browsing through fashion magazines with moma~
And Dad fixed my mirror! YAY! -Happy sigh-
Alright, update soon~

Oh do read ..
HAVE A LITTLE FAITH,
By Mitch Albom.

He's books are terrific, I love them, very much.
They teach you to be human, just human. :)

2010-09-16T23:06:00.001+08:00

It's quite impossible to tell you in words how much I like you.. ;)
I'd still sum up the courage one day to tell you hahahahahahahahahaa I swear.

2010-09-16T19:43:00.001+08:00

I think I'm gonna send this to ZH one day.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

2010-09-12T01:56:00.008+08:00

I couldn't help updating, I have so many things to share! ;)& Sway to the Rhythm of Love~
Life's been pretty cool these days, though I'm not managing my time well.
My priorities aren't set straight. -Sigh-
I've been thinking too much about Clothes, shoes, furniture. Bad.
But I've so many things I want and yet O's come first!
Nevermind, I shall study hard and I can do what I want later on.
You reap what you sow.. right? Yeap.
So it's kinda contradicting becuase I've prelims like next monday yet I've not started studying though I was given a week, plus 2 days, holiday. Now this is really bad.

Anyway, my main purpose for blogging isn't to tell you how terrible I'm.
Just a pretty short random update in my life, ;)
I had a fabulous shopping trip today!
Though I didn't get pretty much, I sure had fun!
It was a really weird place selling weird kinky stuffs.
The place allows you to fry eggs on the spot with the kind of weather it is receiving.
And it's filled with *ahem* Should not be so mean but..
It was totally worth it. I'm going again! So going.
Where is it? Sorry I'm a really terrible road reader. I just know it's at bugis. Hehe.
Not those buildings, it's sells weird old rusty vintage stuffs!

Oh and yea, I did our class prom Video at my form teacher's house till 12Am with 2 classmates.
How crazy and cool is that!? First time right?! It was pretty crazy.
We had a wild time I guess ;)
You gotta admit she's the best teacher ever!
Kaifeng even said "What's there to be awkward about? She's like a total friend!"
Agreed. Unawkward to the point where I walked into her glass door. Holy embarassing.

Mum's away for 5 days, miss her and her madness.
She screamed at me on the day before she left, moodswings. -Sigh-
I still wished her Bon Voyage though, ;) Good daughter?
Plus, StupidBoy's really cute these days..
Cute to the extend sometimes I don't know whether it's him. HAHA.
Me: "HI! :)"
He usually goes like "HELLO! :)" or "HEY! :)"
Yesterday he went like "HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI!"
But I got tired and went off and he's so sweet, he asked whether I disconnected. -Melts-
And even said an aww when I said I got tired.
Stupidboy, you're the best and the most perfect. ;)
May not seem much to you but..
When you fall real hard for someone, no matter what they do seems really special.
Don't you think so? Plus you're easily satisfied. Hahaha.
Yeap, my outfit for today. My belt's from my dad, he got it at thailand for a few bucks. I really love it because it's brown and there's loads of holes so I have no worry about the size! I must admit I have quite a small waist though I'm fat, so I have to keep pestering my dad to punch holes whenever we get belts. Anyway.. MY MUM MADE THIS DRESS FOR ME! Really cute right?! I know! I got bored, so I decorated my cactus's water bottle! It was originally a honey bottle, but it was SO SO SO suitable for my cactus! Gave it a cute touch with the mustache. Yeap lousy workmanship with the tapes, too tired at that time it was nearly 6AM! Nothing much but I'm satisfied~ I got Doraemon plasters! Now I have doraemons and tweetys, hehe. Kids wipe! Love em'! Love the packaging! Say hello to my little friend, quacky duck! Anyway, Lucky Duck, is a common phrase right!? My temporary Nokie phone. The messages it gives are SO cute! I scored this pretty necklace for 3bucks! Can you believe it? Even online ones cost more than that! Not to mention you have to pay postage fees. I love the caged up heart look, makes it so unique. And it doesn't look like those typical necklaces you see on the streets of singapore *coughs*. Looks more.. vintagey maybe? At least to me, it looks a tad better. I'm sure some of you have seen this somewhere.. ;) And I got a genuine leather strap for 1buck! With hooks and everything! I'd take it as genuine because it was what the uncle told me and it hasn't cracked after being under the scprching sun for so long! So I think my outfit was pretty matchy today. Angel wings ring, Owl ring, Caged heart necklace, Striped dress, Square buckle sling bag, and brown shoes! Oh by the way, I bought 2 more owl rings! I sweared to never buy online but I was so tempted! My sister found out and got them for me! It's kinda amazing how sweet she can get sometimes.. ;) I really do have this crazy fetish for Owl rings!! Finally got a rest and had IceKachang! Sister wore a really pretty outfit today and I couldn't help noticing how many people were staring at her! And so Dad had Chendol, and he was really happy because he bought his BR watch! Bell and Ross! It's huge and the automatic thing ticks infront. Really unique. It's orange, he has this thing for orange watches, HAHA. And the best part is.. HE SAYS THE PATEK PHILIP IS OFFICIALLY MINE!! No more need of pestering him for it, yay! Worst part is, my Dad can't stop going on and on about that BR!! Hours straight! After dinner on the way home, can't help admiring it! I tied side braids, or you could say my sister did. She claims I can do everything perfectly but tying my hair. My bangs grew out, wondering if I should cut them again? Oh my dress has this pin-on checked ribbon at the top, cute! Doesn't go well with the necklace though. My sister bought a typewriter at 15bucks! Really worth it I must say, I get to play with it. So many cameras sold there, 20-40bucks only! Some even comes with the flash! Hope dad allows me to get them! -Sigh- I wanted to buy this awfully cute texas watch, sadly.. it wasn't working!!! :( -Double sigh- Nevermind, I shall hunt for more when I go back and more leather straps! Mum and I are gonna try making bags, hehe. Today, I got my new phone too! I'd look freakly blue in school. Shit. Blue skirt, blue bag, blue phone, blue earpiece. But it's kinda cool! This is Nokia 6700 slide! Incase you don't know, I really dislike touch screens and the keyboard phones. I forgot what are they called. So I spent dozens of hours online checking for a perfect new phone. I even considered buying back my old one! Of course everyone disagreed. So I chanced upon this! PERFECT! The colour is pretty, the OS is exactly the same as my old one, which means no need for brain cracking and getting used to. Overall, it's just what I needed and wanted. I only needed a phone which can text, call, music, radio and keep some photos. So yeap, not a really into phone person, so no upgraded stuff like wifi, internet don't really bother me much. See how old the typewriter is. The old man selling it was so cute! ;) Can see it's been there a long time and he couldn't wait getting rid of it! Haha! My dad still insist on selling it on ebay though! My sister nearly went hysterical. Can't blame her, she's been searching for one for like years! Of course, ebay's not gonna happen hahaha! So, I spent only 4bucks today. Excluding food and phone. Very worth it, but I regret not being braver and picking up mre stuff. Never a brave one you see, always wlaking with my head down. My mum hates this habit of me, not lifting my head up. Nevermind, I think I'll visit that place again soon with my family or JannizaYee! Hehe. Ah, they look pretty together! Oh yea I hooked this extra strapped onto my bag today and I was at the Adidas store and we had to deposit our bag. Then I was staring at the guy at the counter thinking "Gee, he looks kinda cute.." then suddenly he was like waving and smiling at me to go forward. HAHA. I texted Fangfang telling her CUTE GUY SERVED ME and she was like STOP SIHAN STOP!!! Ohmygod she's really funny I swear! Then he got a little confused with the strap! Oops. And it must be my lucky day because he served me again when I went out, double yay! Pretty right?! Though the shop it originally came from is pretty much common in Singapore, I still think it's worth it at 3bucks and brand new. Wonder how an old man like him have it?! Granddaughter maybe. Wondering whether I should have bought the birdcage one too and give it to YvonneLim because I think it'd really suit her.. Damn. :( Close up!
It makes a good suspenders too, if only there was too. I nearly burnt my hand when I touched the hook because it was under the sun for so long and it was scorching!
Anyone want to donate 995bucks to me? I'm dying for these! It's perfect!!!
I was looking for the typical one strap black maryjanes, then I was imagining it with three straps how cute it'd be.. then I saw this! And the red soles! Draop dead gorgeous!
Really want them alot! Can someone make an imitation and sell it to me for like maybe.. 50?! Thats all I can fork out now really. :( -Big fat Sigh-

Okay that's all, gonna study POA now! Sister doesn't want to bring me along for her shopping trip tomorrow, so mean. Hate you fat pig NSY! >;(

2010-09-01T03:18:00.002+08:00

HI~When I see your face, there's not a thing that I'd change. Because you're amazing, just the way you are.
Okay school sucks but I love it. I mean, exams sucks.
Currellty doing my Art, gonna miss it alot after eveything ends :(
The worst part is not being able to see StupidBoy that often~
Okay quick update.
Life's full of up and down now. urgh. -Depressed-
Mirror, Mr.Z :)
HI FAT ASSES, IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE WE CAUGHT UP. I JUST WANNA SAY, I HATE YOU GUYS ALOT. BYE!

I miss StupidBoy alot x 10000 ! :(

2010-08-23T01:19:00.002+08:00

344, what coincidence.

2010-08-22T19:31:00.001+08:00

R.I.P camera. FML, seriously.
I'm as good as dead without a Camera.

2010-08-22T03:26:00.005+08:00

Art, Eat Ma Shit. No sleep again.I really need to complain about this!!! I took such a long time mixing and editing my drawing for the little boy for his skin tone, he's so dark and my dad thinks he's a negro then at 3:27AM I realised that.. I HAVE SKIN TONE COLOUR IN MY PAINT BOX WHAT THE HECK!!! SML!!! (Shitmylife) #@$^%#^$#%^$

PS: SML cause Pad says I've no rights to say FML :(
And why does time passes so slowly when you want it to hurry but times like Stupid exams they pass so quickly you wanna die?! Stupid World.

2010-08-21T15:11:00.002+08:00

I really don't wanna fall for someone who's unavailable. Be it single but unvailable or attached. It really sucks, alot.

2010-08-21T06:21:00.004+08:00

It's 6:21AM I'm mad tired and I'm aching all over!! Only good thing now is that my Random playlist finally played "All About You" :) Anyway..

I really wish one day I'd be able to find that one person whom I can say: "You're the best thing that has ever been mine." to.

PS: JoeJonas should seriously stop switching girlfriends man heck!

2010-08-21T01:35:00.006+08:00

Sometimes I wish I never did pick up the courage the talk to you. Maybe, just maybe.. my life would be much more peaceful now?
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Actually I don't get it. What's the use of "Night" without the good?! It's like yea I know it's night. But the main purpose of it is to get someone to like sleep tight have a good sleep or something right? So a "GoodNight" makes so much mroe sense. I'm always saying goodnight, unless I don't really wanna talk to you so I'd just say night to be polite. Haha dang. Stupid, Stupidboy.. GOODNIGHT!
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JustinBieber: I'm a White Boy from Canada. HAHA WHAT THE HECK?!
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It's freaking 4:29AM now! I'm so hungry I'm gonna die! Where's stupid boy when I want or need him?! >:( Okay to not to be mean.. he has always been there most of the time. I think it's pure coincidence though :p
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I know if I read that tumblr I'd feel so inferior and I'm intruding into his life but, I can't help it. I need to know, though everyone says I'm just thinking too much. OH whatever. :(
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Stupidboy can you wake up like NOW! At 4:32AM and send me a text? Please? :p

2010-08-18T22:36:00.002+08:00

Stupidboy, 希望你会开心一点~

2010-08-18T21:25:00.002+08:00

Hope StupidBoy's alright~ < / 3
-Heartbreak to the max-
Wonder what's wrong with him! :(

2010-08-17T01:39:00.003+08:00

HI GUYS!YOU ARE THE THUNDER AND I'M THE LIGHTNING!
Sounds so cheesy but yet so cute? HAHA.
Life's been busy these days and the only times I'm out is Library with Yvonne!
Still, I think life's been quite great? Kinda enjoying it!
Night study tomorrow, if Yvonne Lim is going of course.
My table is in a complete mess now.. stupid file checks.
Still not done but I slept for like 3hours just now so not that bad.

Stupidboy slept like I don't know how many hours ago!
But he gave me a huge surprise + happiness when I woke up hehe.
I'm gonna die of happiness soon!
Texting in Chinese is so cute~ Hehehe :p

So.. today's English O's Oral was okay!
At least a passing mark! I had loads of goodlucks!
Especially from sTupidboy~ Text and I saw him :)
Everyone ket saying "SEE MORE, THEN CONFIRM A!!!" HAHA.
And yeap I chopped my hair off, BANGSZX!
Kaifeng asked if I got attacked by sciccors :p
Alright, goodluck in life everyone! Tata~
I like my outfit HAHA.
Z! :)

2010-08-16T00:50:00.001+08:00

Ah crude look at the time I should be sleeping now. But currently I'm too nervous to sleep like come on how many times in your life do you have O's Oral??? ONCE!!! Haha my nose is giving me a huge problem hope I won't wake my mum up with my sneezes..jesus. And I'm actually too happy to sleep too. Ohmywow StupidBoy/Mr.Z/Zh you're really the best of the best hehehehehehehehe. :)

Alright, night everyone and thanks for the wishes and goodluck to those who are taking Oral's too!

2010-08-10T21:27:00.003+08:00

I like it when happiness rubs off to a certain object, song or person. So whenever you touch it, listen to it, see it, you get that happy jolly feel. I wish that'll happen ALWAYS. But, I hate it when it's a hatred feel, when you feel depressed, scared, unhappy, emotionally unstab;e just by looking touching feeling it. So try not to touch feel look at anything when you're unpset, remmeber that :)

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I have this huge dislike for people who have the tendancy to treat the Oppsoite Sex better. Like come on, that doesn't make you any sexier I swear!

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Great friends never leaves you, because a part of them stays with you always. I learnt this from pokemon movie. I swear no Pokemon movie has failed to make me cry, aww.

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Sometimes I feel as if the whole world's fake, actually if it is fake like a game, I won't mind at least I know the real world isn't gonna be this cruel. But, if it's real yet we're all wearing masks, I don't like it. Why must we act so differenlt infront of different people?

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The game of Love, is the toughest game among every game.

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You may be a loser,a begger, the poorest person, futureless, useless or even hopeless. But if you have friends and family there for you always, your position in this world wins even the richest yet lonely-iest man alive be it a scholar, president, lawyer or doctor. Everyone's nothing without the love from loved ones.

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Hey how's everyone doin'? Life's been tough this days, when I say tough, I mean tough for a teenager not money crisis or whatever nonsense. Just emotional waves. Haha so yeap hope you're all doing great and having yer perfect lifes! :)

2010-08-05T18:00:00.004+08:00

Http://RedPaperBags.tumblr.com
I've updated quite alot! Using my drawings~ They're all drawn about my everyday life! Using paint so isn't really nice but yeap! I guess it's still okay! Anyway Stupidboy = ZH = Mr.Z ~ Can't help giving him many names! :P

2010-08-02T23:25:00.006+08:00

Vegan 15! -Happy dance-I miss you Mr.Z~
Alright hope you complete your English in time and not miss school again!
Because it sucks miss seeing you in school~ :(
Yea.. it all roots down to my wants HAHA.

I was thinking..
If I were to have a boyfriend I'd :
-Test all my nail polish colours on him
-Start designing on his nails before doing them on mine
LIKE THOSE ABOVE!!! HAHAHA
-Call him in the middle of the night when Ive a nightmare
-Send him random texts
-Spam my blog and tumblr with him
-Force him to take lots of photos with me
-Tell him he's perfect.

Na-uh, reading too much tumblr!

2010-08-02T00:57:00.002+08:00

Goodnight, Mr.Z :)
I like what I see when you look in the mirror.. You're perfect.

I was actually waiting for you to sleep because you rarely stay up this late and I know it sucks being alone.. (2:05AM)

2010-07-22T22:10:00.005+08:00

Should I or not regret falling for you?
I'm feeling extremely annoyed now for no good reason.
I guess I got off the wrong side of the bed today.
And nothing is making me feel better, I feel like punching everyone/anything in my way.
Not to mention stupid people irritating me in life.
When I say stupid people, I literally meant without brains.
Or you could say, they don't bother using it at all?

I wonder if you sneeze everyday, or dream of me every night.
Because I think of you all the time and I miss talking to you.
And everytime I'd be wondering whether you are, too.
Everyday I'll be spoting for you, and always ending by
"That's not him." .

Alright, feeling really tired and grouchy. Poa test is waving a big fat zero at me, whatever.

P.S : It's funny how you and your girlfriends always argue who's the best guy. Obviously they are all the best and most perfect guy in our eyes.. :)

2010-07-20T23:04:00.004+08:00

Dogs are their true friends..Streets of London.. How can you tell me you're lonely?
I'm a really happy human today! :)
Mr.Z, Lostening was OKAY! HAHAHA.
I'm scared of O's, -sigh-

I just bought the gay-est water bottle with Jannizayee~
Winnie the Pooh and Tigger, but it's cute! Wonder how long it'll last!
Nevermind, this is only the first step!
There's still.. Disneyland, Volkswagon and Subway cookies!
Right?!

Okay anyway I created Formspring! Nomnomnomsheep
So did Janniza Yee! JannizaYee
You can ask me anything there, obviously not stuff that will piss me off.
Hahahaha!

Mr.Z , Mr.Z ~ You and your one word replies!!!

12:32AM - I miss you Mr.Z! :(

2010-07-19T20:52:00.005+08:00

I feel like a selfish little girl all of a sudden. I expect too much in life.. Here's a beautiful song to remind all of us to appreciate and be happy with what we have.. :)

Streets Of London

2010-07-19T20:18:00.003+08:00

Everything makes me feel so sick, I feel like puking everything out now. Everything, lies, fakers, nonsense, craps, rubbish. Bullshits. Especially bullshits. Do you realise.. everyone in this world has mouth filled with bullshits. We act so much to the extend.. we don't even realise it? How beautiful the world would be if we could all stop acting. Remove thos ugly mask. It's revolting. I have to admit I do act too.. who doesn't? We all need to get a life. Bullshits.. Masks.. Losers.

2010-07-18T01:11:00.003+08:00

Aloha!"Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up in the morning when the day is new? ~ :) "

2010-07-17T22:33:00.002+08:00

Everything's replaying before me again.
It's happening again. The same ignorance. The same coldness. The same ending. I should really learn. Ng Sihan, get a life. Nothing you wish for is gonna happen.

If you're not gonna treasure my heart.. do return it to me back in one piece.. okay? :(

2010-07-17T00:59:00.002+08:00

I'll never hit that standard where I'm able to stand next to you..
You're too good for me, I'll never match up to you, because you're too perfect.
":)"

Yeap Mr.Z, I miss you.. Bad.

2010-07-16T16:54:00.002+08:00

Loving the chill weather~I don't expect much.
I just wish for a perfect day,
By getting a "Goodmorning!" from you every morning.
I just wish for a perfect sleep,
By getting a "Goodnight!" from you every night.

This is all I ask for
& from you~
To make my life perfect. :)

2010-07-13T23:38:00.005+08:00

Neglecting my Love too much.. :(YOU JUST MADE ME THE HAPPIEST PEROSN ALIVE!
I swear, I smiled and laughed throughout, to myself. Hehehe.
I'm really enjoying schiool nowadays.. I really hope the year ends well..
And of course, I wish the yar would never end! O's will though!
I'll miss 4E1 ALOT and I can't wait for class tee! B)

Currently I'm having my midnight chat with Kim again, we're so lame.
Seriously, HAHAHAHAHA. Hi Kim where's your H.square?! HEHE.
Ceiling good recepetion should get him text there too okay?!?!?!?!?
Mr.Z made my day! I'm so going to have a very peaceful sleep though I'm alone!
Okay here's a few very overdued photos! Like thousands more!

I LOVE CHRISTMAS!
Ugly shot but cute cat!

FATTY SNAKE HI! CHRISTMAS! < 3

Playing Wii with the two lump of fat oil!

Ugly but whatever! HAHA

Here's how dave wished my Happy birthday! Most memoriable one, really!

All of em' are different if you notice!

93 in total, with a few others. Thanks man Dave HAHA. :)
And they celebrated my birthdya with me alst year! HAHA okay bye!
(Ohmygod, I was really damn fat last year!!!!!!!)

Happy girl~ Prince Charming? HAHA

2010-07-12T23:07:00.003+08:00

SEXY!SPAIN, NUMBER 7, DAVID VILLA. IS MAD HOT.
I swear he was the only reason why I kept watching the whole match!
If not, I think I'd have dozed off halfway through or something!
Ohmygod, so hot! Like who wanna stop staring.. RIGHT?!?!
And not to mention, he has such a cute name! HAHAHA.
Alright, going mad with the world and screaming "GOAL!!!!" once in 4 years is quite fun!
Though I wasted 1hour55mins of my life watching bunch of sweaty pants kicking a ball..
Or should I say.. kicking each other?! Ball on the floor you kick people's chest. Nice. HAHA.
But I got quite sad near the end because they put Number 7 away! And got torres in. BAH!
Okay, time to study + sleep! (I swear everyone is calling me a pig because I keep sleeping!)
HAHAHA.

Mr.Z where are you?! Can I see you tomorrow? Pretty please with a big fat red juciy cherry on top? -Puppy eyes- SO MAD CUTE!
HE'S TO DIE FOR I SWEAR!!!
AWWWW ;) ..

Ng Sihan please remember you're the only one. Don't expect too much. Becuase he never said so, be happy with what you have now.. :)

2010-07-11T22:15:00.007+08:00

Way back into Love.My Heart feels.. Queasy. :(
I miss Mr.Z so damn bad suddenly..
I feel like a freak.
If I was him, I'll find me a freak.
And ignore me as much as I can.
But.. really. I miss Mr.Z so badly I..
I've no idea how to say this but, people who experienced it before, should understand.
:(

I don't want part of your heart. I want all of it, or none of it.

God, if Mr.Z even feels like talking to me or.. -ahem- .. can you let me catch today's 11:11 as a sign from you to let me know???
I don't mind staring at the clock for the next 56mins. :(

Kim's theory told me I have 3 new best friends on earth! :)

I want a boyfriend who thinks of his girlfriend like Micheal Buble! < 3

Today, something was making me feel pretty upset. While thinking about it, my mind slowly drifted to the conversations we had. Next thing I knew, I found myself smiling. :)

2010-07-10T22:32:00.003+08:00

BOOZA! HI ZEEEE!It feels great to feel bubbly, that's why I love Christmas~
Yes world I'm a happy girl now! :D
A really happy one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy birthday to Liting, sorry didn't celebrate your birthday with you!
Happy birthday to FatSnake, I know it's two days late but whatever MUAHA.

Met up with Yvonne, impromptu! Library, studying, per usual~
Quite satisfied, because I finished a math paper! No time wasted!
And when there someone around when you need company, is great!
I know you don't know this Yvonne Lim, but I'm super glad you were with me today!
I realised I don't want it anymore. A friend like you isn't worth it.
Disrespect, Doubt, Awfulness.. so many stuff! What else???
No thanks, I think my life would be much happier and peaceful without all these crap.
They say I shouldn't bother telling but BYE! :D

Waste of my time, tsk! I think I should follow my own heart next time~
Alright, Midnight talk with Kim again! HAHA.

Bye world!

Mr.Z! < 3

Mr.Z you're the best in my eyes and you should know that there's someone in this world who appreciates you alot so stop doubting yourself! :)

2010-07-10T13:15:00.002+08:00

My time for you is running out, do you know that? Will you regret that?Stop treating me like I'm your puppet, everyone.
Everytime I turn around there'd bound to be someone telling me to do something to make someone else happy.
Why? Can't I ever do something to make myself happy?

Yesterday was probably the worst day of my life.
This one killed my warmth. :)

Sometimes when you're upset, you act all bubbly.
It isn't because you want others to believe you're fine.
It's just because it really makes you feel better.

Where's my lifesaver?
Mr.Zeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I guess I'll be looking like some zombie now if your texts weren't there.
:)

Best of luck, alright?

2010-07-09T15:46:00.006+08:00

Treating one another more formal as each day goes by.. 拥有了又想自由, 自由后又想拥有..
If you want this to end, say it.
Because I don't care what's the ending, I just want an answer.
I'm emotionally drained, enough.
Stop wasting my time and your time.
I'm sure you know what you want, ya?
Because I can guess what you really want.
I truly think I've been nice enough, and it's the limit already dude.
Even if I missed those times, you're no longer the old you.
If nothing comes out from you by tonight, I'll make a decision for you. :)
You've never been good in making decisions anyway..

HI I'M A HAPPY GIRL~ :D
Me: Where's Z?!
Sk: In your heart, :(
Me: Why can't he come out??
Sk: Because you're too fat, he got stucked.

HAHAHAHA, ASSHOLE.

Anyway here's something pretty for you guys! :)
Aww, you can even see the rays!! At the right!

你会愿意为了我而失去自由吗? :)

2010-07-08T22:51:00.001+08:00

Thanks Mr.Z! Means alot (x1000000000000000). :)

2010-07-08T22:30:00.001+08:00

Mr. Z where are you? Your presence alone makes me feel all better. And now's really a time I want you to be here, can you come please? Really..

2010-07-05T23:21:00.002+08:00

I miss Mr.Z! :)Z 先生~
Caught Eclipse with Kexin today! Fab show! :)
Celebrated Kim and Fang's birthday on friday!
Missed Toy Story on Sat with dad, damn! :(
Photos one fine day, HAHA. Sorry busy!
Alright, feeling lovely these days~

Would be a much happier person is that Mr.Z replies faster & more! HAHA.

Alright, best of luck in life everyone!!!

;)

2010-07-02T17:12:00.002+08:00

Fml, I screwed O's Chinese Oral Badly.

Nothing I wanted happened today, screw myself.

2010-07-01T22:20:00.004+08:00

Are tired from running through my mind all day?Where's my route to Happiness?
Tired and worned out, both physically & mentally.
I want to rest, for a long long long time. Please.
Give me a break, everyone.

O Lovel Chinese Oral tomorrow, Give me luck.
Does the computer + practise count as studying?
Feeling like this all the time!
:( I think too much at times.
5 watches! :)

Hi Z! Really mya! :(
Can you return my heart to me as soon as possible?

2010-06-27T01:09:00.004+08:00

Hi Z, I miss you!That's it, 13 Converstations and I'm hooked.
It affects me so much, but seems like my heart doesn't want to care about it.
I just talked to you a few seconds ago, and I'm missing it already.

Aww, Nsh you loser. :(

2010-06-26T22:01:00.005+08:00

To smile just like that again..
I'm weird.
Just someone who's a tad too picky, choosy & fussy.
It just feel as if I've done something wrong.

Is something wrong?
You know what? I hope nothing's wrong, I really do.

2010-06-24T23:13:00.001+08:00

I'm overboard, and I need your love. Pull me up.

So throw yourself out to me, my lifesaver..

2010-06-16T23:59:00.003+08:00

I like you because you never fail to make me smile. :)
SoonKeat says he has a pretty friend!!! Me! -Shy-

2010-06-15T16:57:00.004+08:00

Hi Earthlings!I got myself a new Specs, :)
It's big, it's black, it's geeky.
& I'm loving it.
Though I kinda look like a duck, it's okay. :)

You made my day worthwhile! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANG!

2010-06-13T02:16:00.002+08:00

Yvonne Lim and I!How do you get the one you want to wanna get next to you?
Last minute meeting with YvonneLim to study at the Lib!
And just nice, her Jh was sick so she was alone, she said I'm really her Bestie!
NICE!
So I studied till I almost puked blood..
I started disturbing her about ZH! HAHAHA.
Revenge and revenge and revenge..
Anyway, we had a great talk! FINALLY! :)
Dinner, Immed, home! HAHA.
Love being out with YvonneLim!

ZodiacFacts! Sag's me! Virgo's..

So true, thanks! HAHA, Thickskin*

Aww!

Sorry!

Woops!

Mum gave me new pen!

Fountain!

Yeap.

True!

So true, HAHA.

Aww.. I think I'm a lil' mad. But it's cute, like seriously!

New pen!

From PFB!

He thinks it's cute.. well.. Thanks anyway!

Spoilt hair :(

Yumszx!

Thanks P!

Well, the wrapping really nice!

I still think the strawberry bits and apple pocky's the best! And the normal ones!

Find out what we're saying and waste 5mins of your life, worth it though HAHA. Yvonne Lim!

Quite a pretty background!

Fakes!

Bought a ring with her, haha it's cute!

LOVE.

Loving this!

Ugly!
Ugly!
This is nice too! It's cute right, haha.
LOVE, such a nice word.

Sad day, no ZH! :(
Ohmygod, I swear if he reads my blog I'll cut a hole in earth and jump right in.
HAHAHAHA.

2010-06-11T20:40:00.002+08:00

Happy! :DTagboard Replies :
(Kinda busy for Mid Year and everything, so shall reply all now!)
Oh btw, ZH ZH ZH ZH ZH! WEHEHE.

kim: LOLlater he come ur blog uh!
Won't la! Blog not popular enough! But if he does, I think he see me he scream HAHA.

Yvonne: Eh NgSihan!!! DON'T SAD!~ CHEERRRRRR UPPPPPP WILL YOU? >:C LOL! I buy you the Puss In Boots? :) *nods head*
NOT SAD ALREADY! LOVE YVONNE! OKAY!!!

Angela.: Don't sad liao lah! :D I GIVE YOU A KISS < 3
Where is it? :(

janniza: EH! WHY SO SAD???!?! STILL GOT ME HOR! :D
Hehe I know! Thanks Love!

yvonne: hello ng sihan!!! :) wei shen me ounded so sad?! bu yao sad kah ah han~~ :]
Hehe bu sad already Ah Ting! :D

Angela.: NO! But they look like split personality right! I think i've got ! Ohmygodzxzxzxz! I'm insane !
Both also pretty la!!!

Angela.: Haha! Serious? But my eyes still not big enough ! Ha !
Haha BIG ENOUGH!

hikam: damn the ricola makes me wanna grab it from the computer screen!!!!
Ask from Mr Lee! :)

ZiHui.: My god, so many unglam picsssssss;(;(
Your head! All so pretty! >;(

KAIFENG: OOOOOOOOO I CAN HAZ THE PANDA KITE? THANKS!! :nus:
Sure! I'll give you one if we ever go to M.B!

Angela.: ermerm... that not cute at all ! :D Stupid NSH !
CUTE!!! HAHA

SK: you look retarded in that photo HAHAHA
:(!!! Like you? MUAHAHA

Angela :D: LOL! Haha. Where got nan ting! Is you don't know how appreciate lah! :D HAHA. I heard that squeak sound when i'm infront also! LOL! :D
HAHA its too cheenaish!!! Yea crazy MX!

liching: nono. I must keep my blog alive! hehehe. study poa!!!!! =)
Okay! Studied!!! :)

kim: cheerup !!!!!
THANKS KIM YOU TOO! :D

liching: You are important my dear! =) Cheerup!
You are too! Thanks, really! Appreciated it alot! :)

Angela :D: OKAY! I WISH LOVEE TO BE HAPPY EVERYDAY. WILL YOU BE ABLE TO FULFIL MY WISH? ^^
Get ZH to talk to me everyday and your wish would be granted! MWEHE

Angela :D: Candyfloss as a way of apology!? Not bad not bad :D:D
Yea but in the end still fail! :(

chen.FANGFANG: LOL at the dave's post thingy. hahah, but the naggiest woman cheered me up, thanks! i still look unglam gahhhhhhhhhh.
HAHAH FANG YOU VERY CUTE I CAN'T STAND IT!

FELICIA: hey SIHAN!!!! remember me??!! u better! very long nvr see u le. and i think i saw u at jp recently, anw, ur art skills are still as good! i love the accessories u made! *envy*
OF COURSE MISSING YOU! I ALWAYS STOCK YOUR FB ONCE IN AWHILE HAHA! Thanks!! :) YOU'RE GREAT IN YOUR OWN WAY TOO OKAY!

kim: oh shyt, its called cotton candy / hahaha omgomgomg thanks sihann! :):):)
kim: i want candy floss :(:(:(:(:(:(
NP! :)

Angela :D: I WANT CANDYFLOSS TOO ): HAHA!
Gave! :)

minmin: luckily i
was DRESSED alrady when u take take picture.. if not i'll kill you=.=
Sorry! Removed!

Angela.: Yeah! That guy name is.... thomas?! LOL. I forgot! :D YESYES! LOVE OUR MEMORIES :D
Yeap! Haha, Loving it too!

Genezer: HI ASS! (:
HI ASS I KNOW YOU LOVE ME!

ENGLICHING: :( :( :( :( :(
ENGLICHING: NGSIHAN! marina barrage!!!!!!:(
Posted! :)

YEAPPPPPPPPP AND I'M CURRENTLY DAMN HAPPY BECAUSE I'M TALKING TO ZH! WEEEE! < 3

2010-06-08T23:11:00.003+08:00

Happy, happy, happy! :)Eyecandy! ♥

2010-06-07T23:38:00.003+08:00

Chia Fat Keat! :)Be with the one who makes you smile, ;)
Out with Chia Fat Keat on 5June!
Caught Shrek 3! Mad cute, I like! Haha!
Especially Puss In Boots though he was mad fat!
But Fat creatures are fluffy and cute. Kz enough.
So, had a great time though we both walked till our legs ached.
I swear he whines more then me can (!!!!) ?
His future will cry her eyes out, sure not bf-shipping-material-type!
Aww, CSK don't cry! Haha.
K photos, All my faces. HAHAHA.

Eeyore, hehehe.

I wanna get this bag with JANNIZAYEE but she doesn't want to, ;(

Awwwwwwww~

Purple! :)

Chia Fat KEat!

And his stupid faces! He wore gay pink. And I thought purple was gay!

Mad toot!

CSK! :)

Really like going out with crazy guy, HAHA.

All stunts.

Wonder why my faces are all the same? Because I keep saying, TAKE NICE ONE LEH!!!

Cute! :)

Stare*

Need a haircut but lazy to get one, :(
Fat me says hi!
Long hair is mad irritating sometimes.
End off with POOH! Aww :)

How many more days till you will probably feel like slapping me? :)

31 more days.

2010-06-05T21:45:00.002+08:00

Accidently In Love.
Can't believe I'm wasting my tears again.
Fairy God Mother, can you make me hate someone? Please..

Ps: I just realized the title's kinda misleading. I had nothing to write & I was listening to that song you see!

2010-06-04T16:03:00.003+08:00

My Dear Best (Snake) Friend,
I just want to tell you, I Miss You
Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot Alot.

Sounds freaky but its true. So, I don't care. :(
Hope you're doing fine these days Snake!

2010-05-31T23:28:00.006+08:00

It's like nothing's going your way, & you're just a hopeless useless fool. You can't do anything right, you can't even fare well in a exam that your promised your mum you'd. Hopeless useless brainless shit.

Hah, you don't even have anyone by your side except what your family call 'your daydream friends', only mad people has imaginary friends. Psycho. Maybe you should just consider giving up & die in order to let this world become a better place.

Ng Sihan you useless piece of shit.

Sometimes I think people should stop reading my blog because I'm always making the world seem like a place for the dead. Kinda like reading a depressed person's blog. Sorry, ha. Changing as much as I can! Too much demoralisation, unhappiness . This IS bad.

Alrightio! Life's bloody short, make the most out of it fellow depressed one out there! (Those who currently feels like me, of course.)

CIAOSXZ Moody Earthlings!

PS: I think I'm a really awful selfish friend..

PSS: Wanted to chat happily with you like before, but I just couldn't. How can I? All your loved ones were there I'd be intruding. Calefare. Couldn't even bring myself to look at you straight in the eyes. It felt like.. 'She's there, they're there. Ng Sihan know where you stand, fuck off now.' Sigh* But yeap, really missed talking to ya & really want to though, ;(

2010-05-30T11:11:00.002+08:00

If you've got the guts to do so, then bloody hell get the guts to admit it. Stop acting like a loser by waiting for someone to cover and lie for you.

2010-05-28T23:45:00.003+08:00

It's annoying how I tend to have the urge to message you everytime something happens to me, no matter how small, silly, weird, funny, happy, sad, angry it is.. I'd feel like telling you all about it. Sometimes I wonder if you feel the same way, but I'd never fail to remind myself of the fact that the one you want to text with Is the one you have never and will never ignore.

Sigh* Ng Si Han, you need a reality check. Stop thinking that just because you feel that you've been a great friend & that you love and treasure this friendship alot means the other party should feel the same way.

Alright byebye World. Currently Chinese is shaking its fat stinky ass at me annoying me to catch it, damn that Chinese. Tsk.

2010-05-25T23:42:00.005+08:00

BOOZA! Freak.When will you stop? It's the limit already.
It's no surprise when one lose trust in everything, everyone..
Because he/she had been made a fool by everyone he/she loved.
Why bother treating someone as a substitute when he/she is always there for you?
It's like throwing a phucking billion bucks away dummy.
It's so hard to understand why one can be that selfish.
Sometimes it's seems like they aren't born with conscious at all.
Stop expecting your friends to treat the one you love the way you want em' to.
Wait.. friends? I doubt you even call them friends. Doing that seem like pets.
Yea, it's not exactly ridiculous request.
But how about making sure there's nothing wrong first?
Anyway it's always like this..
Love over Friendship.
And guess what?

Spoiler Alert:
The world's filled with a number you can't count of selfish people. Too bad.

If you're a selfish friend, you can phucking go phuck yourself you phucker.
Shitszx, I need to eat more ice these days. Reminder: Be happy more.

Anyway, today Mr Lim really made my day. Since when teachers had a sense of humour?
Me: Hi Mr Lim, can you help me fill my testimonials?!
M.L: Again, aiyo *Grumbles on*
Me: PLEASE!
M.L: Okay la gimme gimme.
Me: Smiles happily and stood there waiting for him to write.
M.L: *Stares at the paper for I don't know how long* Can put C.M.I or not?
Me: ... What CMI! I climb caves not bad okay!!!
M.L: Not bad? *Exagerate cough laughs*

Wahlau!!! I threw my 'Life is first priority' thinking to climb that damn cave without safety harness and bats flying all around me laughing at me when I fall walking down steep slopes in the dark asking for death crwaling through wet tunnels with I don't know bat shits or whatever nonesense and going all the way up to take a flying fox which is shorter than the bloody one in hyss and then using ym poor hands legs arms and butt to slide down the forest while making sure I don't agitate the dman snake and .. He doesn't believe I did NOT BAD. What is this man seriously. Life sucks. HAHAHAHAHA.

Okay enough of whining, I'm happy because..
I found two courses I'm dman interested in! B)
Hope I'm clever enough! Alright.. STUDY STUDY!
Skies are like dman beautiful. Photos for you to enjoy since no one was there to look at it with me haha. From Mr Lee! :)
Supposed to share them with JANNIZA YEE!
Took them home to snap a few shots though!

Ciaoszx!

2010-05-23T23:57:00.006+08:00

Am I the selfish one for thinking that you're the one at fault thus you should come talking to me first? Or are you the selfish one for not giving a phacking damn about me and even forgetting that I once existed in your life?
Is it true that your life has always merely revolved around one person whom you love so much that you constantly forget about those who cares for you? I. Should. Be. Out. Right. ?

Why is this bothering me so much when everyone's already telling me what a nothing I am to you and how she's your everything.
Note to self: Love over Friends. Never give your all for a mere friendship.

2010-05-21T20:50:00.003+08:00

Kexin and I! And my fat legs! :)Sheeps are dumb, real dumb. Love them will you?
After exams pictures! HAHA. SO results weren't as bad as expected.
Results of studying, but not hard enough. :(

English - 56 (Totally hopesless)
Chinese - 60 (YAY! OMG!)
E Math - 50.5 (YAY! I have low expectations for math.)
A math - 17 (Definately my favourite)
POA - 78 (YAY!!!)
Art - 63 (Totally shit!)
Chemistry - 50.5 (Z.)
Physics - 43 (Mega best, pull my whole science down.)
SS - 62 (Hmm, satisfied but if this is O's = die.)
Geog - 69 (totally unexpected! I merely read the tb, instead of writing notes like always. Wtf.)

Yeap! So quite satisfied but not so satisfied. Okay rubbish HAHA.
Anyway yea k pictures!
outing with Kexin on marking day!
Orchard shopping, bought shoes! Only. :(
Cause the rest of the money were for presents.
So thosed who recieved = lucky.
Actually only my family and Yvonne so yea HHAH.

New ring!

Made it myself, bottle cap! I think it's cute HAHA.

Kexin!

Going out with her means preparing to look ugly! :( See!

My dress is like super big and the ribbon is totally untight, :( But I still like it HAHAHA.

Mmm, LJS!

Pretty!

Hehe animal Dino!

She ate fish, killer. Tsk.

Just like Yvonne, CARNIVORE!!!

Best!

Home~ Rather early!

Brown!

Leggings makes your leg skinnier? I HOPE SO!

I like!

Heha.

Lift! I look fat. I am fat.

They always say believe in yourself? Chants: I'm skinny I'm skinny I'm skinny..

Dropping dress = Look mad fat! Was in a rush cause I was afraid my mum would think I'm crazy! Taking photo instead of going in. HAHA.

Thus, looking so ugly. :( Nevermind, I'll take a nicer photo the next time I wear the same outfit!

I'm starting to love my camera alot! Love Manual.

Adjust settings manually = best! I was mad say that day because of this!

I accidently pulled the wire a tad too hard and it toally spoilt -.-

Not even a year old please!!!

This part! Mad irritating. But I think it sensed I was depressed so when I pushed and pulled it for quite awhile.. the sound came back! :)

Present from Weiyu! Thanks!

Haha. It's pretty. I know you're reading this feel honoured.

Never fail to amaze me!

That pretty white line! DAISO'S BEST!!! 2 bucks!

Bought a new case for my Cam. SHEEEEEEP! Though it's pink and I don't have a fancy for pink. HAHA.

Polka dot cloth! HI JANNIZA!

But it's pretty, seriously!

Obviously I bought a cloth for sewing, and pricked myself like mad.

Ops wrong setting!

Still wrong but here's Panorama!

There! Pretty right! But it's still the real scene that was the breathe taking one.

Love it!

Lucky to see it! Seriously!

SS! Well because it was the first few papers we toook back so just snapped it because I thought I'd fail the others! Geography, weee~

Chinese paper 1! LJH, embarrased not!!!! Still show off!

Yvonne's present! Shall take a photo of it when she use it!

Gave this smelly a present! Or card.

I love brown stuff! Not shit all those but clothes, eccesories, paper, envelopes bags.

Hehe cute!
This is not cute, HAHAHA. ;p Kill!

Stupid PT.

New shoes!

Flip downs!

CUTE TTM!

Loving them! But makes my leg fat :(
DIE BUG DIE!!!
Irritating thing.
End product!
Made a new coin pouch for mumsy! < 3
_______________________

Missing expedition! What memories.. :(What a fool I've been to believe such lies.
Photos taken during examination period! :)
Random like mad, HAHA.
But enjoy yea? It's still photos anyway!

Dying in math :( But I passed= happy~

Purple cotton candy!

Makes sense now.

Don't wish to remember anything, though.

Melted cotton candy turned sugar taste quite horrible. Should have listened to Uh!

GAY GAY GAY!

1111! Handsome's just someone who is not handsome. :)

HI UH! Hate his hairband hair man, so gay!

Tim! Oh we three were at mac studying!

Teaching me POA, while trying not to killing me. HAHAHA.

*Squish!* MUAHAHA.

Guess who stapled her own hand! Stupid.

Mooo! Why ain't there any sheep sweet? :( Eyebags during exams!

Ugly photo.

But pretty sky!

Angela! Milo dinosaur!

Poooooh~

Aww. Hehe.

Eeeyore! Heh.

Hehe, retard eh soonkeat?

Yumszx! Durian puff! Mama and aunt made them!

Promised mama to try making mango and strawberry ones with her!

Dad bought me Icecream! :D

I swear this is the best Icecream ever! Better than those goddamn expensive ones.

Maybe its because I've been eating them since I was a young child. :)

Hoping for second childhood! HAHAHAHA.

YUMSZX! Just had them with Hweemin today!

Vanilla!

I finished like bottles of this during exams!

Venice! Studied but did healthcare, waste of time!

Pens for exams!

Pretty :)

Yes it is sir! Oh this is another time! :)

The only view I had throughout the studying period for like one and a half week. :(

Planties! Mine is the one in panda! B)

I. LOVE. POST. IT.

What you do when you're bored after hours of studying.
And this is what you do after buying new pens. HAHAHA.

SIHAN!

I like!

Normal people memorise "Reducing Balance methos", stupid and weird people like me memorise "Diminishing Balance Method" . Then worry if you spelt or remembered correctly.

GOLD!

Pink Guava Juice, yumszx!

BEST DRINK YOU'D EVER WANT ON A HOT KILLER DAY!

My (FINALLY) long nails.

FAT pooh!

Okay few random photos ;p All Pooh and Eeyore though!

POOH EEEYORE

Hehe.

Mad cute, right? :)

Pretty pretty sky~

:D
And I've no idea why it came off, irritaing!
Art's paper.
"Shit! Stupid water ruined my sticker"
Never. *Cut cut, glue glue* TADAH!!! Clever? ;p

Ps: Meant for you, down. Disappointed? Now you're not the only one who's saying that bastard.

2010-05-21T17:04:00.006+08:00

Time and time again, I fell for your lies.
Time and time again, I believed who I thought you were.
Time and time again, I forgave and trusted you.
Will I, forgive you again this time?
Will I, ever, trust you again?
Will I, be able to ignore the fact, that you were never who I thought you were?

We're so different, and who you wanna mix around with is not me.
It's the inevitable.
We're different.

You made that decision, all by yourself.
It's up to you to change it, not me.

If you don't mean it, don't fill my head with more of your bullshits.

2010-05-20T23:07:00.005+08:00

Waiting for you to understand,
is like waiting for Rain in a Drought.

Maybe I'm just a substitute to toss around? Should stop harping my hopes high.
YOU. DON'T. FREAKING. CARE. SO. WHY. SHOULD. I?
Hell yea, you can see for yourself I'm effing pissed.
It's not like I don't know you only care about someone.

I bet with my life that you don't mind making me or anyone in this world upset for a week just to make her happy for an hour. Thanks dude.

Load of Bullshits.

2010-05-17T14:12:00.002+08:00

Mad fun! :)Marina Barrage, 10 April 2010.
Supposingly movie date, but we went Picnic instead!
HAHA. Ridiculous much? Anyway it was mad enjoyable!
But somehow it was one of the worst day of My Life, haha.
Thanks to some Asshole.

Ho-hum, anyway we went NTUC in the morning!
Though many things happened but it was great in the end!
Outing again soon, okay? :)
Met up with Kim and Zihui!

Then the rest came!

Hweemin! Total wrong dresscode, SO NICE FOR? HAHA.

Hweemin!

Kexin, the one who never fail to make me ugly, :(

Marina Barrage!

Angela Goh!

The Dumbest girl I've ever met!

Kim and Fang!

Some Question thing.

Super cuteeee! The colours are like damn pretty, I swear! Though water sips through :(

Fangfang!

Angela Goh!

I made Sandwich for LiChing, AND SHE ATE! Proudszx*

Munching.

Messy!

Cheese Fan.

Sushi!

Fang, Kim and Zihui!

The two cute dwarf in 4E1 (No offence, compliment!) B)

ANGELA GOH THE MAD ASS!

Haha, shy*

Pretty pretty day~

AYS-ing~

Camera Shy Zihui!

This girl? Ever ready! HAHA.

Funny thing, people are there to fly kite and we were just staring. HAHA.

Many cute ones!

I like.

HAHA.

Row row row your boat~

Pretty~

The colours are really nice!

Angela and Zihui! And a series of their mad doings~

HAHAHA somehow my Shutterspeed was wrong so, sorry!

Angela!

She became my model for the day, HAHA.

I LIKE HELPING PEOPLE TAKE THEIR PHOTOS, AND I'D BE DAMN SATISFIED IF THEY LIKE IT! :)

Angela and Zihui!

Bottles! In some save the water thing, I think?

Way cool!

Must have taken lots of hard work.

Somehow blue stuff "glows" in there!

Angela and I!

I was actually on the phone with Liching! HAHA.

Angela!

Me! Not alot of photos of myself today cause it was one of those "I FEEL VERY DIGUSTINGLY UGLY" day :(

Fat too! Z :(

And this stupid Bamboo keeps calling herself fat. Slaps*

Hahah.

Angela~

Dumbdumb!

Mirrors are really pretty things to take!

Pretty effects!

Mad Pretty.

Looks like bubbles, right.

Hehe.

Group photo!

Mini one.

Hahahaha.

Angela goh! I like the mirrors, hah.

Some water thingy.

Blue!

Close up! (Ugly day :( )

This mad girl kept running around like an untamed child! HAHAHA. Never boring with her around :)

See!

Love this 'Art'.

The effects really pretty!

Singapore!

They make good picture! HAHAHA.

Photos, again! Mad blue.

Fountain light thing.

It was kinda scary to walk on those.

Can't help but feel insecure!

It's like you're gonna fall/or it's gonna break anytime!

Walking on TV!

Many Artsy Fartsy stuff there!

Yvonne: VERTICLE lines. HAHA.

See, dumbdumb!

Speakers!

HI JANNIZAAAAAA! This one's for you~

The fail Yoga girl!

Heh heh eh.

No balancing skills!

YOGA'S MY BEST FRIEND! Haha jealous angela? ;p

Kiss*

That's actually Angela holding the kite!

Angela!

Angela's somewhere inside, can't remember where though!

HAHA.

Cover = (Y)!

Really mad ugly that day! :(

ANGELA GOH! HAHA.

Again!

There's me with her!

With the mad one!

And I left my ring in toilet!

Only running all the way back later, 2 stories! Mad.

Covers face desperately*

And Liching was there when we went back!

And she made Mango pudding, YUMMMMM!

Really yummy to the max!

Happy Angela!

And by that time it was scorching hot!

Drinking HOT milo!

Fang!

Hot Ice Lemon Tea. Contradicting? :(

We sat there for quite a while, and I still have the sun burn marks while typing this post!

Hweemin and Kexin came!

Mad! Angela left and this mad one came along~

From Weiyu!

Chinggg!

Hehe.

Kexin!

Super cute boy! And he has a very protective brother. Right after I took this, his bro dragged him away to their mum, but their mum just said it was alright. Then they came back! Haha aww so cute!!!

CRUNCH*

I like! Getting dark.

No idea who took this!

Ching and Zihui!

KAIFENG!!!! THIS IS FOR YOU! HAHAHA.

Middle : Crazy Kim! HAHA.

Animals!

Hehe.

Chatting~

Like my Dresssss!

Hweemin!

Byt that time, the sky was fabulous!

Huimin!

IR!

Look at Fang's face!!! HAHA.

KEXIN!

Cute Fang!!

Pretty sky with pretty kites!

RWARRRRRRRR!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA Mad funny!

"Lao Ying Zua Xiao Ji"
Hweemin!

Kexin!

Pretty right!!!

So model-ish!

HAHA.

Pciture perfect!

Night already!

Or evening actually.

Ffang!

I like this photo! Cute! Heh.

Omg fatszxxzzxxszx.

Notice how black I am.......

Pretty!

I LIKE!

Sky was really pretty, gotta admit that eh!

HWEEMINSSSS!

Best thing of the day: Instead of squeezing with everyone on the Shuttle bus, we were super lucky because Kexin met her Aunt by coincidence and they fetched us to the nearest MRT station! Lorry! FUNSZX.

Hweemin!

Huimin and Kexin!

FANGSZX

With min!

Talking.

HAHAHA.

Really ruins your hair man!

Fangszx!

Having fun though! Reminds me of expedition.. I mean expedition was WAYYYYYY better!

COOLZZZZZ

Hehe.

Cutie fang!

Group photo again!

Kexin!

Back at JurongPoint, MET YVONNE!
Chatted!

Their tea, B)

With omg I've no idea what.

they had their dinner!

Ching and Yvonne!

Fang and I!
Hehe, she seriously can be naggy mother. Super mad naggy!
Kim! I'd die to have her nose, :( Mad pretty features!!

That's all! B)Would never forget what happened..

Ps: Not gonna edit this post anymore do bother aksing me to!!!

2010-05-16T21:50:00.006+08:00

My Dad's actually interested in Tumblr, :)
I guess everyone is because everything's so meaningful there.
I should seriously be studying for Emath instead of taking photos & updating my Tumblr, hehe.

Peace, Love. xoxo.

P.s: Daddy, you're very very very vvvvvv coolzzz (Y) B)

2010-05-13T18:33:00.004+08:00

Exam Periods are so goddamn stressful, :(Today, I learnt that Birds replies to Squeaky Shoes.
And I learnt that from LeeMingXun who showed me a Real Life Demo during POA paper 2.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay, Today was a killer. Somehow it's quite fun (See, mad already).
Maybe because I didn't gloom in irritated-ness for not knowing how do.
And I think my Art piece this year is the best among all so far!
Though my Prep's totally, dead. Didn't even fill a page. HAH.
EXAMS PERIOD MAY BE STRESSFUL BUT IT PUSHES ME! B)
SO, I MUST LEARN TO ENJOY IT. Oh god. HA.
But still, 8 hours straight of exams is still not something I want to experience again!

Tata, ciaoszx. I'm dying to leave the house.
To spend time drying my hair till it's straight,
Spend time deciding what to wear, putting on pretty clothes,
& making a mess out of my cupboard up because I keep changing.
Lastly, spending time taking loads of photos. :(

2010-05-07T23:58:00.000+08:00

Would I ever, ever, ever be an important someone, in someone's life?

Seem impossible to me.

2010-05-07T23:27:00.000+08:00

Is it possible to ever be happy again?

Tired of everyone's lies and masks.

2010-05-03T14:26:00.002+08:00

Monday blues..I'd answer all your wishes if you asked me to.
Library with YvonneLim and Chia SoonKeat yesterday! :)
Loads of photos of.. MYSELF. HAHAHAHA.
Aww what more can you expect from a girl who thinks she has a good hair day?
Did loads of math and my brains nearly exploded. Ohgod.
And I saw loads of familiar faces, hehe. :)

Mad large over size polo tee! :)

I love this song! Mcfly, used to think their name's disgusting. Fly, HAHA.

Yvonne lim!

Chia Fat Keat! He kept calling and hinting me I'm fat the whole day! :(

Yvonne!

He sits real weirdly.

Heh.

SHEEP :) , on my shirt! HEHE.

Wrong mode!

I was seriously damn blue!

Blue spectacles, blue earphones, blue shirt, blue ribbon, blue watch, blue shoes!

Yvonne and ChiaSoonKeat got really tired of me taking my own face!

SHEEP FTW!

Sheep on my bag, sheep on my shirt!

Not to mention, SHEEP DORAEMON! :)

Hardworking Yvonne!

Mr. Happy! :)

At our usual weird corner. And got chased away again, as usual.

Headed to IMM for lunch after getting chased away! McFlurry! So expensive now, :(

Extra orea used to cost 20cents more, then 50, NOW 70! :(

Nomnomnom.. just not a sheep!

New chilli shaker fries is mad spicy!

McFlurry's best!

Mwehehe.

Yvonne's super cute pencil!

Look at how small and thin it is!

HAHA.

Mad cute pencil! I like!

Yvonne Lim!

He got tired of me taking my face :( Maybe becuase I wasn't taking enough of him :(

HAHAHAHA

Lazy sunday..

Boooooo! (N)

I look really happy here! HAHA. And ugly!

Aww shy*

Yvonne!

BLUE! Bag, phone, watch, tape, ribbon, calculator! :))))

Mr Gay!

He said I deleted all his nice faceS! Ops, AHAHA.

Okay this is nice! HAHA :D

Love the lighting there, hehe.

Intruding CSK!

Off he goes to find a book leaving me alone! Yvonne too! :(

And Yvonne keeps loads of secrets from me :(

Using my iTouch till it died! At least he helped me to figure how to log in! idiot me totally suck at it.

Lazy Sk!

Yea yea!

Yvonne Lim! So tall, ohmygod. I'm super short :(

Yvonne Lim! Hehehe. < 3

Mad cute dog, my mum's friend's! Lassie's breed yet so different.

Her snout's much longer and she has this wolf like eyes and she's has a much fierce-er face compared to lassie's dumb dumb face. Miss Lassie, alot. :(

But she sure knows how to pose! Lousy lighting, :( Lousy phtographer! :(

Boo!

There! Hehe, my fat legs are totally unglam!

__________________________

May 1st! :) Prettiest rainy day I've ever seen!

Things get much better after you decide to forgive and forget.
Lazed around the whole day and ate pizza with dad! :)
Did POA whoich totally finished off my brain cells and..
FATTY Ks CAME! :D:D:D
It's been a long time since they came, the memories~ Smiles*
The raindrops were dropping real straight! Big large strong fierce droplets! Nice!

And on such a sunny day! (Changed the camera settings here, so looks dark!)

Was way brighter than this, totally shining in my face!

And during the night, ChiaSoonKeat and TeoZhiKang came to visit! :))) I think they came to entertain themselves but irritate me! :@

See! Stupid face!

Had to keep their itchy fingers from intruding my personal space. My photos! :(

Another stupid face!

I was still so nice I served them pepsi!

In the end, FatZK gave me CottonCandy so I forgave him. :)
And FatSK walked me back to my gate, so I forgave him too. :)

HAHAHAHAHA.
_________________________

Home alone for 2 days straight. :( And this is the lonely dinner!

Homework, study, test. Is all we think about now..
Few random shots, haha.
Enjoy! :)

In the morning, couldn't help it but snap a few photo. Real gorgeous!

A better one! Love the sky, looks like acrylic paint!

If only I could paint this out!

Mad mad mad pretty!

Yumszx!

Talking about art, my art's really ugly.
And I know Mdm Keh doesn't like it at all.
Whatever, fail art only maaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Sighs*
I want a personal Art Tutor!

Booo!!! Ugly face to O levels!!!!!!!!! >:(

2010-04-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

I should tell you how I feel, right now.

But would you listen?

2010-04-28T21:38:00.003+08:00

Dear best friend..
If I let you go, will I ever see you smiling back at me?

Maybe it's true, I can't live without you.

-Tumblr

2010-04-28T17:14:00.005+08:00

我会发着呆, 然后忘记你, 接着紧紧闭上眼.
I can see you're doing fine.
Guess I'm the only stupid one to be upset.
You've changed so much I don't know who you are now.
I don't even feel like trusting you anymore.
Where, did you go?

Bye, Former Friend.
I'd, miss you.
Maybe what everyone said was true, maybe I was nothing in the first place.
Maybe it's true that Love's always over Friendship.

Enough of these, this is the last one I'm wasting on.

2010-04-27T16:32:00.005+08:00

Blue's really my colour I guess. It's all I've been feeling these few days..It's impossible now, contradicting.
Went to school with Goldfish eyes, hurt like hell.
I guess I'm just nothing to you two..
I'd always be unimportant when she's around,
I'd always be second in place when she's around,
I'd always unwanted when she's around.
I'm not as perfect as she is.
I'm not as good as she is.
Anyway like I said, you have who you love around you, who am I to interrupt your life?
I guess it was all my wishful thinking of you being there for me, always.

Maybe I'm a terrible friend.
You should just get back to your life of never knowing me.
I guess you're much happier then? :)
Without my complains and unhappiness inflicting onto your happiness.
At least I know what you want now.
And I'm giving you what you want.
I'd never ever disturb you again, even if I were to die from it.
Maybe it's really my wishful thinking.
I really thought you'd always be there for me.

Your happiness were always my misfortunes.
I'm really tired of them, it's been four years.
I really hope that our paths would never, never, never, cross again.
Maybe we're not destined to be friends, you seem like a jinx to me..

I'm tired of all these,
I'm tired of crying even when I don't want to,
I'm tired of having to endure all these.
How I wish I could forget all of you, and be alone.
Thanks LimJunHong for this! Really cheered me up, mad sweet :)

He tortured me by waitinf gor him to buy his lunch, I tortured Syafiq by making him wait for me waiting for LJH to buy his lunch. So in the end Ljh bought us both CandyFloss :D

And Janniza Yee for this. Mad seet too!

They really made my day much better, thanks guys! < 3

You appear just like a dream to me..

2010-04-26T23:01:00.002+08:00

Again. Maybe I'm a terrible friend. Why are you always doing this to me. I'm too dehydrated to bother now. & it feels like you've stabbed my heart a fucking billion times.

2010-04-26T21:20:00.003+08:00

My New Love!I'd be waiting for a Hi, from you. :)
Random photos taken today! And yesterday.
I'm so in love with my New Bag! Sailor Blue!
I was Miss Mega Blue today! Hehehehe.
Blue Spectacles, Blue clip, Blue Bag, Blue Skirt, Blue Watch!
Mad proud of myself for sewing my "Sheep"!

Still loving my Num though :)
Num's 90bucks more expensive than my Blue Sailor, :(

Before, ugly logo! Syafiq claims it's "Pasar Malam" in French. Full of nonsense.

After! Cute isn't it? Hehe.

I almost went mad because when I was sewing the "Sheep" halfway, the damn needle broke.

End! Hehe aww it's damn pretty!

Still dislike the sides though, lazy to edit today!

Cute isn't it!

Sheep with sheeeeeeep! <> Hwemmin and Kexin: EXTINCTION SHEEP? HEHE. And two nice people gave me something when I stepped into class today! Yummy Banana Choco Pocky from PFPB and The uber cute notebook from Janniza!

My New Best Friend! <>

Couldn't stop loving my bag, HAHAHA.

Hehehehe!

On the inside, had no choice but to sew over the "Plastic-y thing" to get the "Sheep" on!

THIS IS WEIYU MY BHF!

He says I'm his BHF (Best Hamsters Forever), because he thinks I look like one!
&, happy birthday Jengila!

Glad you liked your present. :)

Gonna make loads and loads of ribbons! Yay!

One of my cutest works ever!

Satin Ribbon, no more cloth! Yay!

Happy*

Janniza gave this to me one fine day..

And she gave me a new friend inside! MAD CUTEEEEEEEE! < 3

You gotta let me know, so I can get over it..

2010-04-25T22:57:00.003+08:00

I've decided to just leave you alone like how you're leaving me alone. Sigh*
Anyway you have everyone you love around you, who am I to disturb you?